Rebellion

This morning as I was coming to work on West Kellogg, the traffic was moderate.  I usually drive the speed limit, which means that everyone goes around me and there is a lot of room in front of me.  I never have to worry about following someone too closely.

I noticed a hundred yards or so in front of me in the center lane a vehicle that would periodically flash brake lights.  On Kellogg one always looks ahead for that, which often means a general slow-down of traffic, or at minimum some kind of traffic issue.  As I watched for a few seconds, however, it was apparent that the driver was following another vehicle very closely and was braking from time to time so as to not ram into the rear of the other vehicle.  Even when presented with an opportunity to change lanes and pass the “offending” vehicle, the driver continued behind this vehicle at a very close range, flashing his brake lights from time to time.

I have to wonder what the fascination is with driving up to the tail of another vehicle and going 65 miles an hour down an expressway, only 15 or 20 feet behind.  I see it constantly.

If I am in the center lane doing the speed limit, and a vehicle is behind me, often it will be content with staying there, a few car lengths behind me.  However, if I change lanes, I can bet money on (and win the bet) the fact that the vehicle will speed up by several miles an hour until it gets to the next vehicle ahead of me; then do the same thing…stay a few car-lengths behind.

Could someone explain to me what the rationale is behind this behavior?  I really don’t get it.  I fail to understand any reason, logical or not, that would cause someone to behave in this way.  In my mind, it is a much more pleasant driving experience, and a lot less stressful, to have a quarter mile of empty lane in front of me than to have 15 feet of empty lane in front of me as I travel 60 miles an hour.  It’s much less stressful to NOT have to brake every 15 seconds to avoid hitting someone, and it’s much more pleasant to NOT have to change lanes every ¼ mile in order to gain an extra 40 or 50 feet of travel.

Additionally, every time someone changes lanes, they open themselves to liability if an accident should occur.  Every time someone tailgates, they open themselves to liability if an accident should occur.  Every time someone exceeds the speed limit, they open themselves to liability if an accident should occur.  Why would anyone consciously do those things for no decent reason other than they are in a hurry, or they want to demonstrate some kind of superiority, or they wish to intimidate someone else through driving practices, or draw attention to themselves?

Or maybe it’s that, “I want to be in control,” attitude that seems prevalent in the lives of humans.  And when I’m not in control, then I get nervous and I tailgate.  I change lanes to try to bring back some semblance of control.  Or I speed down the freeway because, “I can do whatever I want to do…I’m in charge here.”

Let’s get one thing straight.  God reigns.  God reigns.  And because God reigns, I don’t, I can’t, I won’t, and I shouldn’t.  God reigns.  God is sovereign.  God is in charge.  And yes, that even applies to traffic laws and rules.  God, the ultimate Authority, establishes governments and gives them the authority to maintain the peace and quiet of society.  Anyone who rebels against government (I don’t care what the speed limit is…I want to drive the speed I want to drive, so I will.) rebels against God (Romans 12:2).  It’s that serious.

And because it’s that serious, God did something serious to mitigate our rebellion.  He sent His Son to pay the price for us and reconcile us to Him.  And he told us through Paul that although His grace is plentiful and abundant, we are not to continue to sin just so God’s grace can abound.  Instead, we are to live lives in which others see that we “fear God and honor the King.”

So, how are you doing in that department?  If you’re like most of us, you have more work to do.  And, although we’ll never be perfect in this life, we can, because of the blood sacrifice of Jesus the Christ, be accounted as righteous before God.  And because of the work of the Holy Spirit of God in our lives, we can even now…even in this life…become more and more like the One who has saved us and brought us out of death.

Grocery Store Observations

Observations from a short trip to the grocery store.

Don’t expect to pull into a parking stall until you’re able to fully see the area and know whether or not someone is pulling into that same stall from the adjacent drive and stall.  I know people do this, and I’ve done it myself, but one would think one would look ahead to see if someone else might be on the verge of turning in.

One of the younger clerks had the name “Pandy” on her lapel pin.  I’m not sure if that was her given name or if it was a nickname of some kind.  I’ve never heard of Pandy before now.  I have to wonder what the person or people who named her were thinking when they came up with that one.

Manager’s specials are fine, but not on sour cream and cottage cheese when the out date is today’s date.  Some things can be frozen, but I don’t think it’s worth it to try to freeze those items for preservation.  And they had a lot of it to sell.

I headed to a check out lane when an associate told me that the first lane, the one for 15 items or less, was clear.  As I headed down there I noticed no one was manning the lane and the lane light was off.  I said something to her about no one being there.  She told me that the woman who was checking on lane 5 was closing that lane and moving to lane 1.

As I arrived at lane 1, the woman had just gotten there and started logging in.  I said something about the fact that she got to change lanes.  She told me she didn’t see why she needed to move from one lane to the other, and I said something like, “Probably someone at corporate headquarters thought you needed to move.”

She looked at me and said, “I have some things to say about corporate headquarters, but if I told you, I’d probably be in trouble.”

All of the different varieties of potatoes in the five pound bags were the same price…don’t know that I’ve ever seen that before.  Usually, one is quite a bit cheaper, or one is a lot higher in price.

Some people just think the aisle in front of them should just open up for them as they go through.  Sometimes, that doesn’t happen.

I’ve never seen anyone actually buy anything from the oriental man in the booth who creates the deli fish thingies.  I didn’t see anyone today either, but he had a helper in that little booth.  I wonder if she felted cramped in with him.

You can get an idea of the profit margin and “moveability” of items by the amount of shelf and floor space they occupy…the more floor and shelf space, the more the profit in that item.  Now, look at the soft drink aisle, the chips aisle, the cereal aisle, and the personal care products aisle.

Happy shopping!

The Dove

Today as I was walking in our church foyer, I noticed a dove come toward a window and hit it in flight.  He sort of brushed that off and hit at it again before settling down on the concrete below the window.  He then looked up at the window as if saying, “What’s going on here?”

Just inside the window was an indoor potted tree.  I think he was trying to land on one of the branches of the tree and didn’t realize that it was on the other side of the glass.  I’m not sure he ever figured it out, but he eventually flew away.

I got to thinking, and even mentioned it to the ones in the office what had happened and how sometimes I feel like that in my days.  Some days it seems like I bang myself against something that I don’t understand and can’t figure out.  I try more than once, but the result is always the same.  Then I sort of back up, look at it, and try to figure it out.  Sometimes I can, and sometimes I just can’t seem to figure out what the roadblock is that is keeping me from doing what I wanted to do.

I’m sure you’ve had the same experience at times.  And maybe your days are more like that of the dove and his experience than you care to think about.  Sometimes it seems that those days just string along four, five, six days at a time.  And we just can’t seem to break free of whatever it is that is keeping us from our goal.

The apostle Paul talks about running a race and finishing as a metaphor of life.  And he talks about that finish as a goal that he has in mind, not only for himself, but for all who call themselves Christians.  He and other writers of the Bible talk about many things that can keep us from finishing…keep us from arriving at our goal.  Those things always, it seems, have to do with sin and separation from God in some shape or form.

And all too often we struggle, fail, and look for what kept us from our goal.  Just like the dove, we don’t see the glass; we don’t see that it is our own sin and shortcomings that keep us from finishing and obtaining the prize.  So we continue banging against it, making true the old adage that says, “Insanity is doing the same things over and over again, but expecting somehow different results.”

Only God can enable us to see ourselves for what we really are; sinners in need of the grace, forgiveness, and mercy of God.  Notice I said “enable.”  He doesn’t force us to see it, but rather makes it possible for us to see it, if we will just take off our blinders and look.

The older I get the more I realize that I have been going through a lot of my life with blinders on and an inability to accurately see the truth of my life.  I think age does that to a person, although it is still God that enables.  Hopefully God will give me enough time to truly see and make those changes.  He’s calling; am I listening?