”Driven”
What follows was written by a dear friend who I have known
since her childhood days. Her story is
real. It is riveting. It is brutally honest. If you follow this blog, you know I’ve talked
of her in prior posts. Recently, she
wrote and posted this on Facebook.
Somehow, it went viral and she has over 87,0000 shares and 18,000
comments on this post. Even if you’re
familiar with her story, read it again. And
again. And know that God does indeed
work in the hearts and lives of men and women.
If
someone would’ve told me three years ago what the love of Christ would do in my
heart and life I would have given you and God the middle finger. If someone
would’ve told me that in the next three years that same God that I spent the
last nine running away from would restore relationships with my family and with
my children...out of fear…I would’ve told you I’ll only mess it up. Three years
ago, I had two options to die or live, and to be completely honest I didn’t
want either of the two but somewhere within my broken heart I chose to reach
out that day and went to detox. (Kicking and screaming might I add)
I had about two weeks clean when I was invited to a Bible study at a little coffee shop that I really had no interest in going to at the time. It was in that place that I met a woman and eventually an entire family that whether by word or selfless deed would show me the grace and love of Christ. There was something different in this woman that The Lord used to speak truth into my heart. She still does. Samantha Sutton Duncan and Heath Duncan I am forever grateful to you both for loving me and showing me grace and a different way of life.
I’m grateful to my family…all of my sisters and brothers for all that you are. Which is a lot of goodness. Thank you to all the new relationships and reconnections that have been beautifully placed in my life. I deeply love you all and I’m so excited for what the future holds.
But beyond all of the many blessings and even beyond my sobriety I am thankful for the gospel of Jesus Christ. I don’t deserve a single ounce of your never-ending eternal love and yet here you are still loyal and so faithful in all your promises. You and I both know God that it wouldn’t have mattered if a million someone’s told me what all you could do within my life over the past three years. But you had a very specific way of revealing it to my heart, because you know every intricate part about us.
I had about two weeks clean when I was invited to a Bible study at a little coffee shop that I really had no interest in going to at the time. It was in that place that I met a woman and eventually an entire family that whether by word or selfless deed would show me the grace and love of Christ. There was something different in this woman that The Lord used to speak truth into my heart. She still does. Samantha Sutton Duncan and Heath Duncan I am forever grateful to you both for loving me and showing me grace and a different way of life.
I’m grateful to my family…all of my sisters and brothers for all that you are. Which is a lot of goodness. Thank you to all the new relationships and reconnections that have been beautifully placed in my life. I deeply love you all and I’m so excited for what the future holds.
But beyond all of the many blessings and even beyond my sobriety I am thankful for the gospel of Jesus Christ. I don’t deserve a single ounce of your never-ending eternal love and yet here you are still loyal and so faithful in all your promises. You and I both know God that it wouldn’t have mattered if a million someone’s told me what all you could do within my life over the past three years. But you had a very specific way of revealing it to my heart, because you know every intricate part about us.
To all the men and woman reading
this that struggle with addiction...there is hope. You are not too far gone.
You are not forgotten, and you have a father in heaven longing for you to let
him in.
To the children and the families affected by addiction. Do not lose hope and NEVER cease praying.
To the children and the families affected by addiction. Do not lose hope and NEVER cease praying.
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